Examing..

This time exam, my brain was empty.

I have no prepare anything for it.

But the mathematic was given miracle to me,

i haven't prepare or do any revision to it but i can finish it all.

That was scared me.

And i hope that the result won't let me disappointed.

Let's say about my history.

I was very angry for it.

My feelings was tell me i need to memorize the "Piagam Madinah".

Then i told myself be4 exam need to memorize it all.

But that time teacher want us to do some work.

So i can't memorize it,

then i was give up.

When exam start,

i saw the essay,

there was "Piagam Madinah".

I was very angry of it!

Oh My God!

I wanted to kill myself!

Angry of it very much!!

早已心有所属。

今天发现，原来他心中早已有所属。

其实没什么，只是发发牢骚而已。

因为我与他不熟。

反正这也与我无关，我只是个局外人。

只是惊讶，他突然说他有喜欢的人。

从来没看过他那样的说过。

位于我不知详情，所以我不能提供任何意见。

唯有告诉他，顺其自然。

加油！

打扰到你。。

哥，对不起！

这几天一直在打扰你，你一定觉得我很烦，对吧？

真的很对不起。

如果我然你感到很烦的话，你可以不用理会我。

对不起！

Printer...

This was my new printer,

erm i means i had my first printer in the first time.

wow,

that's great,

i can print anything that i want,

i have no need to ask my friend to print for me.

i love my printer very much!

Friend..

i felt that our relationship level was low then last time.

you didn't find me anymore.

and i felt that i was not recognize you anymore.

felt like stranger.

you have your new friends,

and you are forget me this old friend.

when exam was coming,

you will automatic find me accompany you to the library for study.

but now i'm still going to library,

but my side was change people.

not you anymore.

i hope that you still remember and keep your promise.

did you still remember the what was the promise?

i hope you still remember.

i'm still waiting us to continue our memory.

i hope you still remember me, my friend.

Exam is coming.

my third exam is coming,

but i feel like my brain was empty.

i cant't let this thing happen.

i won't let my result saw like shit anymore.

so i need to start my reading.

last exam i didn't performs well,

and i was very disappointed to it.

because of the result was a present to my brother,

but i destroyed it.

i hate myself!

so i promise myself,

i can't get the terrible result anymore.

cause i need to keep my promise.

i was promised brother i need to get the good result and next year turn to the best class.

so i need to work hard.

but this not just do for brother,

it is about my future.

so hurry up!!!

泪海

爱已不能动
还有什么值得我心痛
想你的天空下起雨来
没人心疼的黑夜
脸颊两行碱碱的泪水
是你哦是你
让我望穿泪水肝肠寸断
你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海
付出的感情永远找不回来
你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海
伤心的往事一幕幕
就像潮水将我掩埋
(music)
爱已不能动
还有什么值得我心痛
想你的天空下起雨来
没人心疼的黑夜
脸颊两行碱碱的泪水
是你哦是你
让我望穿泪水肝肠寸断
你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海
付出的感情永远找不回来
你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海
伤心的往事一幕幕
就像潮水将我掩埋
闭上了双眼还看见和你的缠绵
眼角的泪水喜不去心中
一遍一遍的誓言
你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海
付出的感情永远找不回来
你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海
伤心的往事一幕幕
就像潮水将我掩埋

宝贝的外套。。

我把宝贝的外套缝好了，

我亲手缝的哦。

厉害吧！

没什么啦。

只是要通知而已。

好无聊。

don't criticism the thing that you don't know!

the thing that we do in our farewell is my friend think very long time,

and she aready want to crazy about it.

but then you at there criticism something that you don't know our hard.

you say in very easy,

but if we ask you to do it,

you can?

i can say that you 100% cant!

you are change so many in primary until now.

i can say my heart words,

i really starting to hate you.

i hate you i have my reason,

i won't like somebody that hate people in no reason.

i hate you because of your attitude,

that is really let me want to kick you or wat,

i don't know.

but please,

i really hate myself to hate people,

please don't make me hate you.

hate a people is really a bad thing,

so i'm just try to change myself to get away of hate this thing.

and i also try to change myself to not giving people hate me.

but i felt that i was wrong,

because that was not me.

i want to do myself,

cause this is me.

last,

just don't make me hate you.

再遇。。

每次补完习回家，

都会经过相同的路。

但今天，

爸带我用另一条路回家。

经过了那条路，

我看见了好多年前，

一位可怜的老伯伯，

因他的三轮车不小心刮了一位妇女的车，

而得赔偿。

那位老伯伯是非常贫穷的，

但那位妇女就是不管，

要老伯伯赔钱就是了。

老伯伯也只好把他拿身上唯一的20块给了那位妇女。

那位老伯伯是在那条路附近买报纸的。

而他的档口是没有电灯。

那时我还小，

什么都帮不上忙。

只能够忍心的看着那老伯伯给了那位妇女赔金。

今晚过了那儿，

老伯伯的没灯档口依然还在。

这时看了，

我的心好酸。

不知道要如何帮助那位老伯伯。

而我以前到现在的决心也一样。

若我以后有能力，

我一定会帮助那老伯伯！

老伯伯：

愿你身体健康。

Issabella Swan & Edward Cullen..

i had been finish watching The Twilight Saga.

-twilight

-new moon

-eclipse

i really love about the story.

when i was born until now,

i doesn't love a movie until like crazy.

that was unbelivable to me,

because i'm studying the story book of twilight.

and i will continue to study the new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn.

breaking dawn was the last story in the twilight saga.

i was very excited n waiting to watch the movie.

WAITING~

i love the actor in the movie.

i'm really fall in love to Edward.

i can know that,

in the world won't find a guy that like him who was so romantic.

he love bella,

but he don't change her to vampire.

and his whole family was try to protect her when she was in danger.

Edward and his famile were good vampires,

they doesn't hurt people.

they just hurt animals to control their thirst.

Bella was a girl who was has a clean mind.

because of Edward can read people mind,

so he know Bella mind was nothing.

and he fall in love to her.

i can't write all the story at here.

i just wirite a bit only.

sorry~

keep busy...

sorry for so many days din't update my blog.

this few days are keep busying about my chinese orchestra.

farewell is coming,

so that i need 2 organize.

next to this,

AGM is coming too,

teacher want me to give her some members who can work.

but giving to me,

i'm not fair about this,

because i will choose that ppl who was i like.

if i hate that ppl,

i won't let her to get a post.

so i want my friends to help me,

but they say you need to choose yourself.

they don't know what i'm think about.

so until now,

i still can't give teacher a complete name list.

beside that,

another thing that was about money.

on this year,

i was spend a lot of money in my chinese orchestra.

and the money until now i also can't get back.

now i still spend the money on the farewell present.

OMG!

i don't know how to find the money out to pay that.

headache!

continue,

examis coming!

but i'm still busy other thing.

i really can't give out times to let me study.

i have going to the library,

but i'm doing my homework at there.

if i finish my homework,

i start to plan about my chinese orchestra things.

i'm don't know when the plan will end?

but i really hope that it will end on soon.

i don't want be so tired on my life,

i really hate that!

The End~

Improve.

right now,

i need 2 improve my english.

i felt that my english like kindergarten.

the simple talking like chatting i also cant said clearly.

always in broken english.

not jz english,

my malay n chinese are also same,

just like kindergarten.

i have to do something to this.

i cant let it inferior again!

Still same..

until now,

i can say that,

i can't change.

what i need to do?

i just tried to don't think about it anymore,

but i fail it.

this few days,

i had been watch a movie,

The twilight saga.

this movie had 4 parts,

i had been watch the first 3 parts.

i was felt that the couple just like someone,

when startly together,

they was very in love wit each other.

but when they guy leave the girl,

the girl was very hurt.

the movie let me felt sad

and let me recall something that was don't want recall.

my mood is damn down,

but i'm still very like the movie.

i love vampire.

开始。。

开始又得忙了。

考试，单车试，叙别会，明年的音乐会，独奏赛。。。

我的天啊！

好多东西得要忙。

烦啊烦啊！

那么多东西做，

但自己还是那么的懒惰。

真是没药救。

真的是要改善改善了。

不然在这样下去，

更糟糕！

不说了，

去做功课。