Saturday, December 25, 2010

圣诞节

今年的圣诞节收了好多礼物哦。
但也送出了很多的礼物,
其实也不是很多啦。
就只是和朋友交换而已。
总之,谢谢你们!

圣诞节快乐!

Monday, December 20, 2010

电话

电话坏了,
今天去看看有什么电话可以买。
老豆说:“ 你要就拿你的电话去修理不然就卖掉,不要的话就买新的。”
当然咯,
很多人都会叫我买新的,
我也很想。
但我比较喜欢现在这一个,
所以这是不想换的原因。
贪心的想法又来了,哈哈。
我想说,
买一个新的,
但不要卖掉我旧的,
拿去修理,
因为卖掉不值得。
哈哈。。
贪心的我!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

避风港

一条小船漂浮了那么久,
想找个避风港来休休息,
但距离避风港不晓得有多远。
也不晓得要多久,
避风港才会出现。
一个适合的避风港,
不晓得要找多久。
就算找到了避风港,
也不晓得会呆多久。
但这只好一切听天由命吧!

Monday, December 6, 2010

出炉了

我的驾驶执照(练习)出炉了。
但请放心,
我不会驾的,
因为我太胆小了。
除非有特殊情况,
我才会驾而已。
但我怕爸爸会要我骑单车,
好恐怖!
怎么办?
若爸爸真的要我驾,
我该怎么办啊?
天啊!
听天由命吧!

Saturday, December 4, 2010

冰淇淋!

今天嘴痒痒,
又跑去吃冰淇淋了。
只要冰淇淋一在我手上,
我就会只专注在冰淇淋上。
整个人好想飞上了天堂似的,
太爱冰淇淋了!
如果每天嘴痒痒的话,
我惨了!
肯定肥死!
一定要控制自己,
但冰淇淋的诱惑,
我难以抗拒!
怎么办啊??

我爱冰淇淋!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

单车。

明天要去听关于怎样骑单车的课程了,
听完后就可以开始练习驾驶了,
然后就得自己骑单车去工作了。
我不要啊!
马路如虎口,
真的很恐怖!
但没办法,
我还是得把它考完。
说实在的,
会骑是会骑,
是敢不敢的问题罢了。

所以呢!
盛薇欣啊盛薇欣,
你要勇敢点啊!
不要这样的胆小!
相信自己,
告诉自己,
你是能的!

胖猪!

这次真的惨了,
我胖去了!
天啊!
腰围本来是24.5寸的,
现在多了一寸。
我的天啊!
怎么可以这样呢?
不行了!
从今天开始,
要控制自己了。
不量还真的不知道自己胖了,
朋友都说我有点胖。
现在终于知道自己胖了,
是时候减肥了。
不然在这样下去,
我没眼看!

加油!
减肥成功!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

牵挂。

今天突然想帮宝贝拍个自恋照,
拍好后,
想把它放进面子书。
突然,
看见有个人也放了笛子的照片,
也就是你的同类。
我一开始没想到会是他,
滑鼠一过去,
他的名字出现了。
我的天啊,
怎么会这样呢?
为何在这时候,
会有和你一样的这样做。
我已很久不再去牵挂他了,
为何现在又要碰到这样的事?

不是我想太多,
而是我们在无意间都做出同样的东西。
为何现在还要让我有牵挂?

或许真的是我想太多,
把这样的东西也要牵扯在一起。

觉得自己好蠢哦!
蠢蛋!

过去就让它过去,
一切成为回忆就好。
往前看才是最实际的!

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

工作。

一开始有点怕怕,
但其实没有好怕的。
一切都很好,
工作的时间都是造我的时间来安排的,
所以不会耽误补习时间。
与工作的伙伴也很好相处,
不错不错。
唯有一点不好的是,
脚好酸哦。
还有,
每天需要烦的东西就是,
等下要吃什么?
好烦哦!
希望我能够工作愉快。

Thursday, November 25, 2010

第一次

明天第一次去打工,
有点紧张。
会打工的原因是,
不是因为要赚钱,
而是因为想充实自己假期的生活。
但有人会说假期不一定是打工才能打发时间,
还有很多事还能去做。
这一点我认同,
的确还有很多事可以做。
我也曾经告诉过自己假期不一定需要出来打工。
本来是想利用这一次的假期,
好好的充实自己,
做好基础的准备。
来迎接明年的开始。
但这一次我想做一些我从来没做过的事。
之前我有帮忙我阿姨打工,
但这段时间,
所有的东西都不会有超越的限制,
也没赚钱的,
我还可以选择我自己的时间去上班。
这一次是真正出来打工的,
有规则,有纪律的,
不是玩玩的。

盛薇欣!
加油!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

我的手机。

我的手机开始出现问题了,
想换手机,
但没有自己想要的手机。
有时人朋友打来时,
对方听不见我说话。
有时候就会有很吵的声音,
但对方听得见我说话。
弄得我想把手机给丢掉!
但其实还能用,
所以不要浪费。
用到它真的活不了了,
才换吧!

但有什么手机可建议,
记得告诉我哦!

守护者

风不吹云怎么跟随
只落下酸的眼泪
累不累付出的轮回
像树海化成灰

你爱的那一位
掏空你为所欲为开心地浪费
你眼瞳里清澈溪水
像羽翼忘了飞
让他把天空都染黑越追越下坠
其实最初你有多美

请当我的守护者把我抱着
陪我再静静找回爱原来的颜色
拒绝他挥霍者重蹈覆辙
世界充斥着多少恶果
你是我的守护者珍惜着我
让心像原野安稳的为了你收割
我们是守护者让爱复活
这一刻天空又亮了

自私的家伙!

有时候不知是我笨还是我心太好?
一直一直的容忍一个人,
就算他已超越我的界线,
我还是会容忍。
每次你要求我帮你做东西还是借你东西,
你都好像是理所当然的,
恰似我欠了你一样。
换成是我想要你帮我做东西获世界东西,
好想要你下地狱似的。


若你不想帮忙别人做东西,

那你也不要要求别人帮你做东西!


若是你不想借别人东西,
那你也不要要求别人借你东西!

维护你是到我身边的朋友都说我傻,
“ 明知道他是在利用你,
你还是那样的帮他。 ”
朋友也不是这样拿来利用的。

我希望你了解,
我不要你太过分而已。
适可而止就好。

Undang test..

finally my undang test was finished.
well, i not so excited.
Jian Mei still dint finish.
so i will wait untill she finish the undang test,
then go get teori together.
trust me,
i will wait you.

sorry i cant prove my result at here,
because the guy need to get the result paper for dooing lesen.
but i will report my result at here.
my result is 44/50

wish you luck, Jian Mei..

Sunday, October 31, 2010

谢谢您!

这一张是一位面子书的朋友帮我弄的。
我真得很喜欢,
谢谢您!

Y2J again...muahahaha

不好意识。
懒惰就是懒惰,
只好麻烦你们了。
要看更多的照片,
请按这里

毕业典礼(2010)

由于我懒惰上载照片,
很抱歉。
真得实在太多了,
而且照片很大,
需要些时间上载。
所以请按这里

陆续。

表演后,陆陆续续的,
要结束我的单车考试。
要尽快解决!
但我还不会去骑单车,
对我还是保留着恐惧,
所以还得麻烦伯伯载送。
抱歉!
我承认我胆小,
但这对我来说是安全。
身边好多旁有都是骑了单车候车祸的,
所以我说是恐惧!

考完后,
还有很多事等着我去处理!
我的天啊!
这么那么多东西得做啊?
谁能帮帮我啊?

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

忙碌。

忙碌的生活又开始了,
刚考完试,
现在要忙着表演。
从早上练到下午,
天啊。
真是要人命!
平常练习就没那么紧张,
要表演了才拼命练习。
临时抱佛脚!
咳!!!

水蓝色眼泪

从我眼中你看到什么,
有没有一种令人心悸的坠落.
就像夜空多少流星闪过,
你抓不到一颗属於我的梦.
每一天如海浪般潮涌,
向我袭卷,
却不能够停留.
每一天枯坐在黑暗中,
曲腿弓背望穿无穷虚空.
oh yeah,
我真的好累,
你为何不了解.
baby,
我的世界已经瓦解,
变成水蓝色眼泪,
水蓝色眼泪,
是心碎流的血,
是天真的幻灭.
所有水蓝色眼泪,
融成一片雪,
让我的忧伤冬眠.

蓝色的泉彩绘了子夜,
坠落的重量产生一些音乐.
你走过来足边水珠飞溅,
所有幻想遗忘於一瞬

Saturday, October 23, 2010

太少。

十月的内容太少了,
很抱歉。
因为这两个星期都在考试,
顾着读书,而没写部落。
抱歉!
其实还有很多事要说,
但现在已时间不早了。
明天还有练习,
所以得睡了。
晚安!

还在来临。

虽然说考完试了,
但其实还有许多事情得做。
目前要做的,
解决我的问题。
有一个问题闷在我心里很久了。
昨天问了一位朋友,
有什么方法解决。
他给了我一个很好的建议,
我也觉得不错,
所以我会开始解决。
问个清楚!

不止这一个。
还有很多很多事要烦。
但我会以我最好的状态去解决。

抱歉。

抱歉把你忽略了这么久。
最近他很健康,
但是因为他的器官生病了。
所以才那么久才找你。
你应该不会生气吧?

Saturday, October 9, 2010

My LOVE!
Oh my god!
my dad really buy for me.
i was wonder, because it too expensive.
so i was not going force my dad to buy for me.
but i cant imagine that, my dad 100% really buy for me.
i was very surprise when he said.
if you really want it then i will buy for you.
oh my god!
i love you dad!

i felt that, anything need to discuss with my family when i want to do it.
everything they also will help me.
i mean not just buy thing, is everything.
they will give some opinion to us, to help us.
family is important to everyone.
so we need to take good care to them.

期待。

期待你的回来。
但你回来了,我无法专心考试。
你还是回到我身边了。
好想念你哦!
我会一直依赖你,不想离开你。
毕竟和你的感情那么久了。
当你生病时,还是会有点牵挂。
现在你康复了,却影响了我。
我并没怪你,是我无法控制自己。
但我会试着去专注考试,那你别怪我不理你。
但我还是会情不自禁的去找你。
因为你是我生活的一部分。
你很重要,没了你,会有点活不了。
没了你我无法消遣我闲空的时间。
没了你我会一整天在家发呆。
你别在生病了好吗?
你一生病,我爸要花很多钱来医治你。
你的医药费真的很贵。
换一样东西,就算百的了。
所以我会好好照顾你的。
还有。
欢迎你回来!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

一厢情愿。

有时候,一厢情愿未必是件好事。
会对自己造成伤害。
但有时候,一厢情愿却是件好事。

无论什么事好,都会有好或坏。
有时候人就是喜欢偏向不好的地方想。
就会导致想太多。
偏向好也未必是好的,因为有些是过度自信。

这一次,觉得是自己找来的。
没事找事烦,让自己有了那么一点点的痛苦。
是我一厢情愿的。

但旧的噩梦都还没过,就给自己找了个新的噩梦。
是不是自己讨苦吃。

算了吧。
一切顺其自然,听天由命吧!

Sunday, September 26, 2010

新的我。

我得改变一下我自己。
孝顺,学业,态度,饮食,习惯,这些都得有点改变。
不然我会觉得我自己是一位废人,将来将一事无成!
我不能够再让我自己糟蹋自己了,这会然我成为社会中的败类!
我不想让我自己这样的糟糕,所以得改一下。
每次都会认为有心无力,但这次不可以,一定要改!

开会。。

一开始,我已很反对自己当上主席这位子。
曾经与老师商量过,是不是要找一位更适合的人。
但老师拒绝,而我也没办法。
有些人认为我是骄傲,因为主席这位子是我问拿的。
所以她们认为我表面上谦虚,实际上是我想炫耀。
若她们要那么想我也没办法,我无法控制她们的思想。
若了解我的人,都知道为何我反对做这主席。
但既然我已上任了,我也得做好我的本分。

所以我趁这最后一次的练习与各位AJK开个会。
这会议是说明她们的工作,该如何以身作则。
在这会议中,觉得自己讲了很多废话。
其实有点紧张。
在这会议中,我还是得不到一些人的尊重。
其实我要的是你们那一些些的尊重。
有时候你们没感受到这种不被人尊重的感觉,所以你们不懂得尊重。
若换成是你们站在前面说话,而没人尊重你们,你们会有什么样的想法?
所以我只希望,你们能做的,就是尊重而已。
我会很感谢你们的。

Exam again..

after two more weeks exam is coming again.
just finish the second monthly test,
the final exam is continue coming.
just have 5 weeks for prepare the final exam,
and now just left 2 weeks.
oh my god!
this time need work hard more to get the good result for myself.
need to reach my target.
i will get more hard work in this time exam,
i dont want get any disappointment to my result anymore!
i know i can do it.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

翻起。

昨天收拾了我一些东西,
看见了之前写的日记。
自从3月31日后,
我就停止了写日记。
原因,不想提。
但它翻起了我伤心的事,
搞得我今天一整天有点闷闷不乐,
脸黑黑的。
想说声对不起给我朋友,
今天耍酷。
对不起!

昨天在日记写了一页,
心情当然有难过,
但都已成了过去。
现在才是我真正要面对的,
要如何让我的人生过得精彩。
加油!

Monday, September 13, 2010

假期结束

一星期的假期就如此结束,
没什么好聊的。
我的假期过得不是很精彩,
也没什么特别。
有好收获的是,

我跟妈妈去逛街,
但也不是很逛(意思是就吃一些东西,听大人们讲是非。)。
但总算有和妈妈出去了,
希望我会驾车后,
我会带妈妈出去。

假期去做了我最爱的东西,
就是唱歌。
也没什么的。
很高兴的是,
没人和我抢歌。
因为我所唱的,
他们都不会。

最后一天的假期,
就是今天。
蛮有意义的,
就是打球。
整个假期都没打到球,
运动细胞不知死了没。
还好没有,
还打得很激烈,
明天肯定腰酸背痛。

假期就这么的完毕!

Sunday, September 12, 2010

最爱!

唱歌是我生命的一部分,
要我一天静静不唱歌,
是不可能的事。
我喜欢嘶吼,
无论什么歌,
只要是飚高音的,
我都会抢先。
但我不知是爱飚,
抒情歌我也喜欢。
总之是歌就唱,
老歌,流行歌,童谣都好,
会唱的就唱了。
在哪也能唱,
但有人时,会有点害羞。
哈哈。

女爵

介绍你们一首歌,这也是我本身很喜欢的一首歌。这首歌叫女爵。

为你封了国境
为你赦了罪
为你撤了历史记载
为你涂了装扮
为你喝了醉
为你建了城池围墙
一颗热的心 穿着冰冷外衣
一张白的脸 漆上多少褪色的情节
在我的空虚身体里面
爱上哪个肤浅的王位
在你的空虚宝座里面
爱过什麽
女爵的滋味
为你封了国境
为你赦了罪
为你撤了历史记载
一颗热的心
穿着冰冷外衣
一张白的脸
漆上多少褪色的情节
在我的空虚身体里面
爱上哪个肤浅的王位
在你的空虚宝座里面
爱过什麽
女爵的滋味
在我的空虚身体里面
爱上哪个肤浅的王位
在你的空虚宝座里面
爱过什麽
女爵的滋味

Empty Holiday..

This week holiday was very empty,
nothing to do.
My twilight was finishing,
who want to lend me new moon?
The book was very thick,
but i still can finished it,
that was great!
The holidays was ending,
and i was nothing do and stay at home.
"GREAT"

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Chance..

when you miss a chance,
you wont get back anymore.

this i was miss a chance with you,
and i don't know when just can get back the chance.
actually i'm not so sad when i miss the chance,
and i don't know why.
is it i believe that the chance still can come?
i don't know,
but i hope.
hope the chance still can come again.
please!

a week of holiday...

this holiday was very boring,
i have no plan to it.
some friend ask me out,
but i was lazy.
feeling at home was the great choices,
but really was super boring.
i have no ideal want to do anything.
my story book dint finish yet,
my homework dint finish yet,
my undang dint finish yet,
my project dint finish yet,
everything also dint finish yet.
actually i have many time to do it,
but i really very lazy to do it.
oh my god~

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Finally finished...

Our school chinese orchestra farewell was done!
Thanks for all farewell AJK, you all are the best!
Especially is fish, thank you!
I know you are laborious, because everything was you arrange.
And i know you are aready try your best.
Thank you!
And i need to say sorry for you, because sometime when we discuss we have some argue.
My apologize.

I hope that everyone love the farewell.
And i also want to thank to you all, because of you all was enjoyed the game.
Thanks!

Union Chinese Orchestra Graduating Guys Are The BEST!!!!

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

给予哥的信。

哥,明天你就要起飞了。突然,有种感觉告诉我,认识你真的很荣幸。最让我意外的是,我没想过会成为你的妹妹。说起来也得感谢一位朋友,要不是因为她,我们根本就不认识对方。我对你的了解不深,我们俩的感情也不是说很好。但对你的离别,我还真的有点不舍。

说实话,有没有后悔收我做妹妹?收了一位那么牢骚又烦的妹妹。说实在的,我还真的很好奇为何你会收我做妹妹。但我不后悔有你这位哥哥,我说真的。如果有机会,我一定会多了解你,让我们的感情好一点,才不会让我觉得我和你之间有道墙。

谢谢你在我最失落的时候有你的陪伴,在我最需要有个人来倾诉的时候你都在。谢谢!

现在你要离开了,以后我又少一位能够倾诉的人了。希望你去了新的地方,认识了新的朋友,不要忘了老朋友,也不要把我这位妹妹忘了。

愿你成功完成你的梦想,迈向你的未来。

再见!

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Examing..

This time exam, my brain was empty.
I have no prepare anything for it.
But the mathematic was given miracle to me,
i haven't prepare or do any revision to it but i can finish it all.
That was scared me.
And i hope that the result won't let me disappointed.

Let's say about my history.
I was very angry for it.
My feelings was tell me i need to memorize the "Piagam Madinah".
Then i told myself be4 exam need to memorize it all.
But that time teacher want us to do some work.
So i can't memorize it,
then i was give up.
When exam start,
i saw the essay,
there was "Piagam Madinah".
I was very angry of it!
Oh My God!
I wanted to kill myself!
Angry of it very much!!

早已心有所属。

今天发现,原来他心中早已有所属。
其实没什么,只是发发牢骚而已。
因为我与他不熟。
反正这也与我无关,我只是个局外人。
只是惊讶,他突然说他有喜欢的人。
从来没看过他那样的说过。

位于我不知详情,所以我不能提供任何意见。
唯有告诉他,顺其自然。
加油!

打扰到你。。

哥,对不起!
这几天一直在打扰你,你一定觉得我很烦,对吧?
真的很对不起。
如果我然你感到很烦的话,你可以不用理会我。
对不起!

Monday, August 23, 2010

Printer...


This was my new printer,
erm i means i had my first printer in the first time.
wow,
that's great,
i can print anything that i want,
i have no need to ask my friend to print for me.
i love my printer very much!

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Friend..

i felt that our relationship level was low then last time.
you didn't find me anymore.
and i felt that i was not recognize you anymore.
felt like stranger.
you have your new friends,
and you are forget me this old friend.
when exam was coming,
you will automatic find me accompany you to the library for study.
but now i'm still going to library,
but my side was change people.
not you anymore.
i hope that you still remember and keep your promise.
did you still remember the what was the promise?
i hope you still remember.
i'm still waiting us to continue our memory.
i hope you still remember me, my friend.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Exam is coming.

my third exam is coming,
but i feel like my brain was empty.
i cant't let this thing happen.
i won't let my result saw like shit anymore.
so i need to start my reading.
last exam i didn't performs well,
and i was very disappointed to it.
because of the result was a present to my brother,
but i destroyed it.
i hate myself!
so i promise myself,
i can't get the terrible result anymore.
cause i need to keep my promise.
i was promised brother i need to get the good result and next year turn to the best class.
so i need to work hard.
but this not just do for brother,
it is about my future.
so hurry up!!!

Friday, August 20, 2010

泪海

爱已不能动
还有什么值得我心痛
想你的天空下起雨来
没人心疼的黑夜
脸颊两行碱碱的泪水
是你哦是你
让我望穿泪水肝肠寸断
你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海
付出的感情永远找不回来
你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海
伤心的往事一幕幕
就像潮水将我掩埋
(music)
爱已不能动
还有什么值得我心痛
想你的天空下起雨来
没人心疼的黑夜
脸颊两行碱碱的泪水
是你哦是你
让我望穿泪水肝肠寸断
你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海
付出的感情永远找不回来
你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海
伤心的往事一幕幕
就像潮水将我掩埋
闭上了双眼还看见和你的缠绵
眼角的泪水喜不去心中
一遍一遍的誓言
你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海
付出的感情永远找不回来
你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海
伤心的往事一幕幕
就像潮水将我掩埋

宝贝的外套。。

我把宝贝的外套缝好了,
我亲手缝的哦。
厉害吧!
没什么啦。
只是要通知而已。

好无聊。

don't criticism the thing that you don't know!

the thing that we do in our farewell is my friend think very long time,
and she aready want to crazy about it.
but then you at there criticism something that you don't know our hard.
you say in very easy,
but if we ask you to do it,
you can?
i can say that you 100% cant!
you are change so many in primary until now.
i can say my heart words,
i really starting to hate you.
i hate you i have my reason,
i won't like somebody that hate people in no reason.
i hate you because of your attitude,
that is really let me want to kick you or wat,
i don't know.
but please,
i really hate myself to hate people,
please don't make me hate you.
hate a people is really a bad thing,
so i'm just try to change myself to get away of hate this thing.
and i also try to change myself to not giving people hate me.
but i felt that i was wrong,
because that was not me.
i want to do myself,
cause this is me.

last,
just don't make me hate you.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

再遇。。

每次补完习回家,
都会经过相同的路。
但今天,
爸带我用另一条路回家。
经过了那条路,
我看见了好多年前,
一位可怜的老伯伯,
因他的三轮车不小心刮了一位妇女的车,
而得赔偿。
那位老伯伯是非常贫穷的,
但那位妇女就是不管,
要老伯伯赔钱就是了。
老伯伯也只好把他拿身上唯一的20块给了那位妇女。
那位老伯伯是在那条路附近买报纸的。
而他的档口是没有电灯。
那时我还小,
什么都帮不上忙。
只能够忍心的看着那老伯伯给了那位妇女赔金。
今晚过了那儿,
老伯伯的没灯档口依然还在。
这时看了,
我的心好酸。
不知道要如何帮助那位老伯伯。
而我以前到现在的决心也一样。
若我以后有能力,
我一定会帮助那老伯伯!

老伯伯:
愿你身体健康。

Friday, August 13, 2010

Issabella Swan & Edward Cullen..

i had been finish watching The Twilight Saga.
-twilight
-new moon
-eclipse
i really love about the story.
when i was born until now,
i doesn't love a movie until like crazy.
that was unbelivable to me,
because i'm studying the story book of twilight.
and i will continue to study the new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn.
breaking dawn was the last story in the twilight saga.
i was very excited n waiting to watch the movie.
WAITING~

i love the actor in the movie.
i'm really fall in love to Edward.
i can know that,
in the world won't find a guy that like him who was so romantic.
he love bella,
but he don't change her to vampire.
and his whole family was try to protect her when she was in danger.
Edward and his famile were good vampires,
they doesn't hurt people.
they just hurt animals to control their thirst.
Bella was a girl who was has a clean mind.
because of Edward can read people mind,
so he know Bella mind was nothing.
and he fall in love to her.

i can't write all the story at here.
i just wirite a bit only.
sorry~

keep busy...

sorry for so many days din't update my blog.

this few days are keep busying about my chinese orchestra.
farewell is coming,
so that i need 2 organize.

next to this,
AGM is coming too,
teacher want me to give her some members who can work.
but giving to me,
i'm not fair about this,
because i will choose that ppl who was i like.
if i hate that ppl,
i won't let her to get a post.
so i want my friends to help me,
but they say you need to choose yourself.
they don't know what i'm think about.
so until now,
i still can't give teacher a complete name list.

beside that,
another thing that was about money.
on this year,
i was spend a lot of money in my chinese orchestra.
and the money until now i also can't get back.
now i still spend the money on the farewell present.
OMG!
i don't know how to find the money out to pay that.
headache!

continue,
examis coming!
but i'm still busy other thing.
i really can't give out times to let me study.
i have going to the library,
but i'm doing my homework at there.
if i finish my homework,
i start to plan about my chinese orchestra things.
i'm don't know when the plan will end?
but i really hope that it will end on soon.
i don't want be so tired on my life,
i really hate that!

The End~

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Improve.

right now,
i need 2 improve my english.
i felt that my english like kindergarten.
the simple talking like chatting i also cant said clearly.
always in broken english.

not jz english,
my malay n chinese are also same,
just like kindergarten.
i have to do something to this.
i cant let it inferior again!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Still same..

until now,
i can say that,
i can't change.
what i need to do?
i just tried to don't think about it anymore,
but i fail it.

this few days,
i had been watch a movie,
The twilight saga.
this movie had 4 parts,
i had been watch the first 3 parts.
i was felt that the couple just like someone,
when startly together,
they was very in love wit each other.
but when they guy leave the girl,
the girl was very hurt.

the movie let me felt sad
and let me recall something that was don't want recall.
my mood is damn down,
but i'm still very like the movie.
i love vampire.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

开始。。

开始又得忙了。
考试,单车试,叙别会,明年的音乐会,独奏赛。。。
我的天啊!
好多东西得要忙。
烦啊烦啊!
那么多东西做,
但自己还是那么的懒惰。
真是没药救。
真的是要改善改善了。
不然在这样下去,
更糟糕!
不说了,
去做功课。

Saturday, July 31, 2010

心痛!

为什么你就是那么的不相信我?
哥哥拿你的钱,
他没告诉你。
那你一口就认定钱是我拿的。
我跟你解释了,
我早上只拿每次你给我的分量,
其他我就没拿了。
若我要多拿,
我一定会告诉你的。
但你还是一口认定是我拿的。
为什么!!!
过后哥告诉你说是他拿的,
你就没话说了。
连房间们都不会出来。
我不愿你会跟我道歉。
但至少你知道不是我拿的。

若再继续那么的不信任,
我不知道我会做什么!
连自己的母亲都不信任自己。
存在的意义是什么?